12. A big mistake you once made

        If I think about a mistake I have made once, maybe it would be when I trusted in people that I thought that were good and then they criticize about you in your back and makes you feel like you are nothing. I think this has happened me since I was at school, becuase I thought I had friends and then they were not with me unless they wanted somethingh. And this even happened when I was at high school all the ESO years. All those years were almost all the same I was there but as if I were a ghost, and that made me feel very blue and lonely, even I thought I was not a good friend. However, the heaviest one was in 4º ESO, there were three girls and we became very close friends. Everything was fine, we had many things in common, etc. Until one day one of them, like the ''leader'' of all of us, get furious with me for a silly thingh, that was follow a friend of her on Instagram, so she stopped talking with me; I talked to my bestfriend (of that time, she was one of this group) and she told me to forget it, so I did it. 

    Then the weeks were passing and the ''leader'' of the group started to leave me without the others two girls, she was excluding me I did not understand it. Then that two girls stopped talking me too, so on Easter's holidays I talked to them, I have to say it was one and a half month this situation, and they said me: '' You are not a good person'', ''Everything we have done for you'', '' You have never been cared about us'', '' You are so selfish and egocentric'', etc. That messges made me feel awful, I was crying for hours for things that was not true,  all their messages had to been to them because they were that. Maybe they knew that will affect me because and to sensible, even when we came back EVERYTHING EVERYTHING that I did or said, they laughed at me and there was some moments I did not want to go to high scholl for what for they were laughing at me. 

        Nevertheless, I really had real friends and they helped me to forgot it and keep living my life. This was not only my case they hated me or criticized me, they were against with all the class. Some of my classmates congratulated me for stopped being with them, they said me I was a very good person, I was the best girl in the class, I was honest, kind, I was always smiling and laughing, etc. 

    Unless, there was other biggest accusation, this I cannot even think where they thought it would work, they acussed me for bullying... I just say UNBELIEVABLE. I was speechless, I was accusated for doing and obligating all the class for doing that to them. As I said when that happened to, and I am still and I will said, I would never do bullying because I know how do you feel and it is not good feeling (the bullying I recived was because I was a little fat in school, and the wosrt thing that the people who made it both they were fat or had obbesy family). 

    Finally, to end with one of my biggest mistakes I have ever made, when I was going to start 1º Bachillerato I was affraid, but I made new friends I was not even care about them in class. And the wosrt thing is that the both girls that were in the group (apart for the ''leader''), came to me for apologising for everything they had made and how they had behaved, they asked me to forgive them and if we could be friends again. I always said one thing and always is true, I can forgive but NEVER NEVER I could forget what the people have made.

   

19-13: 20:08   16/10/2021